Dear S:
Welcome to the forum and thank you for your post. I urge you to ignore any experience that arises. Experiences have nothing to do with genuine T/R. They may be indicators that something is going on, however that ''something'' can, and usually does, become just one more sticking point, one more unnecessary importance that holds one back. Pay little attention to what I say and mean, go back to your S/A and complete your work. You created everything in your dream, now it's time to fine the trap door you included.
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Love ya, Jed.