This forum seemed a little more legit, so I wanted to rant a little
you're books was an inquire a couple of years for me (although I have had other "lovers")
I have now been "done" (hate that word, I really dont care what I am) a year's time (jadajada) adjusting to this has been and is a hair raising journey/trpp!
I'm speechless over my lack of acceptance through my life and how dysfunctional it has left me (so much crap!) and it is unusual to say the least not having a place to rest you're head for lack of a better saying for so long, It's like I made a mistake a time long ago and now I have had to start all over agein, (Thank god Im forgiven)
I get perplexed by even the simplest matters of thoughts this days, its been pretty eery, words like "I" or "consciousness" perplex me, I do not know what it is more then I know why I prefer to wipe my ass after taking a dump, its like the stakes of holding on to anything has gotten to dam high to even bother looking anymore. This is it, I don't know
**** and its exactly as it should be.
My abiding interest and this post to you stems from that Im pretty lonely her in my ego land to the degree that I suspect any of my fellow man being sentient at all (how silly of me), I love them thou. But I love hot people on the Tv to :/ so what now? further? what a silly consept, why do anything? I have no question so I end with this for now,
-From the bottom of my beeing, Thank you for the trilogy!
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