INVISIBLE GURU FORUM

Post It Note #70

I appear to be bigger than than little 'I' a lot of the time. Little 'I' likes to be mischievous and create disturbances and distractions for the sake of attention and acts like he knows what's best for me. Little 'I' was really difficult to find yesterday afternoon and evening and there was peace and quiet in the house.

I look forward to little 'I' leaving my house as I can't see any benefit of him remaining here. He's just a ghost anyway. I can manage perfectly well on my own.

I'm sure there'll be a few more tantrums.

Back to cleaning my house and recognising the space within as what I am, not the transitory things seemingly present - it's so easy to mistake them for what I am.

Stick with it.... further...

Love ya, Jed.

Post It Note #73

I notice mind becoming transparent again and see through it, watching images, thoughts and feelings overlaid on what is seen.

It contains meaning which isn't there.

This isn't watching mind, it's seeing through mind.

Observation: this seems easier to discern when there is no mental narrative.

As soon as that has been observed, mental chatter dies down and attachment to thought is lessened with a distinct ease following.

In this state it becomes very difficult to make any sort of progress because it is so calm and relaxed.

I seem to be complaining. I'll just enjoy it and see what happens ... that's the point after all.

Post It Note #75

Concepts and words are woven into the fabric of illusion and prevent pure experience. They are meaningless and empty.

The I in mind along with everything attached to it is meaningless and empty.

How can truth be perceived with this in the way?

It can't.

Thank you.

Post It Note #76

This me is a dream, an actual dream. I am asleep.

The reason I believe it all is because I am still asleep.

There is only a dreamt me sitting here.

Blimey ...

What is this that dreams?

In what does this dream arise?

In what do all things arise?

This feels like chasing a pea around a plate with a knife sometimes.

Where else and when else could you possibly be?

Love ya, Jed.

Plenty more what that came from.... but where did it come from?

Love ya, Jed.

Post It Note #79

How can I perceive myself?

Nothing perceivable is what I am.

Am I really nothing?

I have no idea where I am or what I am. I just know that I am. Not even I am, just am.

What is am? All there is 'here' is am-ness.

I already am am-ness.

What am I looking for?

... to avoid this am-ness.