Many thanks to you for all the pointers. This seems to be happening by degrees - I will look to sense an opportunity to lose mind altogether.
Post It Note #81
I have recognised myself as simply being - the lack of anything, yet aware. The act of searching and owning in mind is what draws the attention as it tries to create confusion and uncertainty, spitting out feeling.
I understand that just being aware of being is what is 'needed' to deepen familiarity. Also to remain conscious of what is not me without attachment. Mind can arise and pull whilst being aware of my empty presence. Awareness is relaxing, deepening and becoming closer - simple, clear, empty, before.
Observation: Mornings require attention, all insights/knowing act as reminders of what I am not as it is observed. Looking again and again with knowing there is nothing to be found is gradually weakening attachment. Avoiding leaves a nagging in the background.