Dear Jed,
Nice and easy said. You don't know what a dictarorship is, in a matter of speaking of course becourse i know you do. I'v fully funtioned under a forum dictatorship with a idiot as a dictator. As many dictators he had followers to. There wasn't the save environment like here, everyone could, with the permition of leader, get to me to bring me down and make fun off me over my death body or if they couldn't get to me they wanted me out, becourse the felt me like treath. Luckily the leader loved me to much as a victum he could play with, so he let me stay. You think i mind people laughing above my death body? I don't, i'm more than thankfull for it for several reasons, inter alia the confrontation with injustice and modesty, not my strongest point.
This said...i already new in front what you going to say when i was going to spill my gut. I took the risk, in a matter of speaking course there was no risk at all, of saying it anyway. I'm like you Jed, not consistent. Yeaterday i said i wouldn't say anything and today, given the opportunity, i spill my gut. One or the other it doesn't matter at all. Not saying anything or saying something are the same for me.
I took your point, i felt it to the bone. Me spilling my gut is a point for me to.
I'm not enlightend like you, for me the confrontation with myself is death serious business. Not a game at all. If other people think it's a game that's their business.
Mayby it was necessary to make my point, i don't know. But given the opportunity, i think there was.
Greatz whom ever i'm.