Stuckness crept in again yesterday afternoon, or rather intruded with a thump, when I was given a last-minute assignment, requiring a jarring re-orientation to my expectations for today. Started to get past it several times yesterday, but lack of sleep the night before kept hindering me and I push forward again today, sitting in a Panera, having just had my breakfast of choice, rested and ready to go. Feeling the cushy quality of the bench here, there is a vibration that seems to emanate from both me and some kind of equipment in the background, cannot really distinguish which vibration is "mine" and which belongs to the equipment, even if it does seem like there is a sound behind me.
Still a sense of wanting to hold onto something, but what?, located in solar plexus area. Imagination intrudes and I am visualizing an upcoming meeting, a scene form multiple past similar encounters. The I and the scene are fused, but the image is purely imaginary, as is the I. Seems like a Kiloby Unfindable moment, and as this occurs to me, a little space opens up...