Author Topic: back to 0  (Read 513 times)

Exis

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Re: back to 0
« on: March 07, 2018, 11:50:09 pm »
I've made my mind up. I want to grow up, i don't want to live in this womb anymore, i can't stand this lie i'm telling myself. I don't want a happy ending, i don't want hapiness, i don't want for a force of the universe to come and say that all of my suffering was to serve a higher noble purpose, i want to accept reality, to be able to see it clearly, not one sided. I've cried honest tears and while looking in the mirror i noticed that I can't associate myself with this thing any longer but that at the same time it needs to become an adult. I WILL grow, I refuse to let this world kill me before I do that, i'm not asking for your guidance, i'm saying this so that I never have to comeback here again, only I can make myself grow. Thank you for your services.