Author Topic: who am I? ;) (Read 1041 times)

guest746 · « **Reply #15 on:** April 07, 2016, 02:43:31 pm »

So......
I have been having a couple of particularly crappy days- all stuck in my head (yucko)
Yesterday I drug my lazy self out of the house as I needed a couple things at Walgreens-
Went to pull into a parking space and a car backs out in front of me and I notice the license plates-
guess what they say???

give up?

Furthr 1

It was an older lady driving, I looked!! thinking it might be you-

not that i know what you look like- but, whatever- LOL
LOL i love when that stuff happens

xoxoxo
paula

Jed McKenna · « **Reply #16 on:** April 07, 2016, 11:04:22 pm »

You always know it's me because I sign autographs outside Walgreens.

Love ya, Jed.

guest746 · « **Reply #17 on:** April 07, 2016, 11:14:34 pm »

Lol!!!! I will be sure to keep pen and paper handy

Do you ring kettle bell at christmas as well??

$:-\$

Jed McKenna · « **Reply #18 on:** April 07, 2016, 11:55:17 pm »

Nah, I don't ring it, I am it!

Love ya, Jed.

guest746 · « **Reply #19 on:** April 08, 2016, 07:01:03 pm »

of course-

The song "ring my bell" by Anita Ward keeps rolling around my brain- ha ha you may be too young, but it was a 1979 Disco hit-

Jed McKenna · « **Reply #20 on:** April 09, 2016, 12:07:18 am »

Not too young, just not big on the John Revolta era.

Love ya, Jed

guest746 · « **Reply #21 on:** April 12, 2016, 09:18:59 am »

Hiya my invisible cyber buddy

well.....I am been contemplating your advice asking "what is this, me, I, mine, all appearing in"

I have not come up with a concrete answer (there probably is not one)

But..... I really feel that the answer to this whole game is that we create EVERYTHING- and I mean everything.......

not in the "Secret" kind of way- where I visualize an elephant and it appears in my living room (although, that would be pretty bad ass)

But- deeper, further-

chasing T/R only creates more of a chase-
desiring T/R only creates more desire-

I also feel that we have no idea what T/R is or how it feels- (as you have stated 1 million times)

I think that I am waiting for a burning bush to appear- or the clouds to open with a choir of angels singing (cue angel music here)

That is not it- so....... If we are struggling and chasing and desiring- that won't do it-
pretending to surrender won't work
TRYING to surrender is an oxymoron

I get the feeling it is more of a "slipping in" to a new way of seeing-
can it really be that simple?
it just sort of happens-

Is thinking it is HARD and struggling- only creating more struggle?

I see so many people creating a Hell for themselves-
I want T/R so I am gonna create a nightmare-
when it COULD be like putting on a new pair of pants?

I don't know- there is something about "I need to writhe on the floor in pain for years" that just not feel right?

who knows? I know..........on some level-

Like- the beginning of Spiritual Warfare- when you tell the story of you running around from the police
It is a great analogy-
You ran around and hid and jumped in bushes etc because it was fun- it was what you wanted to do at the time
BUT, it was not NECESSARY- you did not have to run- you could have stood there- they would have said "who are you blah blah and you would have been on your way

the excitement of the chase was fun at the moment? it was an adventure that you wanted to experience

so we are playing hide and seek- but, we know where we are hiding, we just pretend we don't
Like when I used to play hide and seek with my son when he was little- I totally knew where he was because his little foot was sticking out or he was giggling thinking he was so clever- so I pretended to not know where he was-

Jed McKenna · « **Reply #22 on:** April 12, 2016, 09:33:38 am »

guest746 · « **Reply #23 on:** April 12, 2016, 09:52:03 am »

further.......

guest746 · « **Reply #24 on:** November 03, 2016, 01:15:18 pm »

HI Jed A Roonie

Just an update- I sold most of my stuff and moved to a new state- that in itself has been pretty interesting
not all that much has changed- except for getting rid of a lot of distractions has caused me to - in turn- get rid of a lot of excuses- I have pretty much designed things so that I can "almost" pack all my crap in a car and go -

The new surroundings i am in are interesting- and I have finding that more and more each day I have nothing in common with anyone for the most part- and more and more lately- I have people verbally telling me how "weird" I am because I do not like certain movies, activities, sporting events etc. It bothered me a little at first (and still does from time to time- depending on how much venom is delivered with the bite) , and then I would attempt to defend myself by pointing out how much more "i know" or allude to how stupid they are- which was such a waste of energy and time- so now for the most part- I have just been replying with "yep" I am a weirdo LOL

Just started re-reading your first book-once i re-read the Trilogy - I will get Dreamstate-

anyway- Just wanted to say hello and say I love ya
- A big weirdo

xoxoxoxo

Jed McKenna · « **Reply #25 on:** November 03, 2016, 11:24:16 pm »

guest746 · « **Reply #26 on:** November 14, 2016, 04:50:39 pm »

"As a practical necessity, we all suspend disbelief all the time. Somewhere inside you know that your fast food lunch is more noxious than nutritious. You might as well spread lard on a pack of cigarettes and eat that, but you eat it anyways because, seriously, it's not just lunch that's so damn crazy, it's everything. Where do you draw the line? You would never be able to eat in a restaurant or from a grocery store if you couldn't bullshit yourself about the quality, safety and sourcing of the food. My doctor cares about my health, my priest cares about my soul, my bank cares about my financial well-being, this restaurant isn't cutting corners, my friends and family don't talk about me the way I talk about them, politicians work for the people, religions care about truth, the justice system cares about justice, the healthcare system cares about health, reporters are fair and balanced, this adult can be trusted with my kids, that cop wakes up every morning and performs a rigorous moral inventory, infatuation is love, organic produce is safe, these pills will make me better ,I am not a number, my life has meaning, my opinion matters, my vote counts, I will live on through my children, I will be remembered, I am special, I am real, I matter..and on and on and on. You have to bullshit yourself about everything just to get through the day. It's the spoonful of sugar that helps the reality go down...Welcome to the machine" - Jed McKenna, The Dreamstate Conspiracy

Holy SMOKES batman-
just wanted to say "wow"

BRAVO
xoxoxoxoxox

Jed McKenna · « **Reply #27 on:** November 14, 2016, 10:07:28 pm »

Back at ya....

guest746 · « **Reply #28 on:** July 09, 2017, 09:45:03 am »

Hey Jed!!

Still plowing through- got a little lost in a dream layer the last few months- it has sucked
Probably still there, but I was lamenting my life yesterday- (oh boo hoo)
and suddenly I had a thought-
"i wish i could talk to Jed"
ok, self- "what would Jed say"
umm- he would say this is stupid-

so- thanks- nice talking to you

xoxox
paula

Jed McKenna · « **Reply #29 on:** July 09, 2017, 09:54:48 am »

My pleasure..

Love ya, Jed.

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