Author Topic: Better Out Than In?  (Read 259 times)

Rockhopper

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Re: Better Out Than In?
« on: March 19, 2018, 07:08:20 pm »
I read the trilogy a few years back whilst living in an ashram and those books had more of an impact on me than my two years in the ashram. Knowing what I know now that doesn't surprise me. Yesterday I was reading Dreamstate and some of the forum posts. This morning when I "woke up" or should I say when I rebooted the hologram I knew I was in a waking dream. I felt calm and peaceful but also mildly forlorn. I went down to the beach and again I knew and saw it all for the hologram it was. I suspect I'm at the stage of being asleep in the dream 90% of the time but having occasional glimpses of HA? I get everything on a conceptual level and maybe I'm even having an experience of HA at times. It's been like this for years so I suspect I might not be getting further but treading water and doing Groundhog Day. Now the question is although the amusement park has generally been more of a traumatisation park for me do I still prefer that to being alone on a rock in a wasteland? This is what it seems I have to figure out.