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« Reply #30 on: July 26, 2017, 07:17:42 am »
A way to self-confidence ? I'm too dumb these days. I don't know if I'm smart. I'd bet that if I assume I'm smart, someone would challenge it and I would lose it. Sufferring from confidence issues in the world. Could be due to cloudy head and lack of clarity. Can you say how to get self confidence ?

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« Reply #31 on: July 26, 2017, 08:31:05 am »
The only I have experience genuine confidence is to have nothing to defend. Pretty much the opposite of what Dr. Laura, Dr. Phil and the like preach.

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« Reply #32 on: September 09, 2017, 02:35:12 am »
Hi Jed,

My life is reaching a stasis. I have slowed it down so that I don't see a blood bath of emotions. Nothing is happening. It's seems a defense mechanism to stop me getting hurt and eliminate the possibilities of getting hurt.

Emotionally hurt - feelings of rejection - no one is really rejecting me, I'm doing it myself. I'm being that horrible friend to me causing trouble.

How did you or Brett dissolve that voice in your head, that comes with guilt tones to what happened? I tried SA and writing down what is true.. but the words don't flow and pen doesn't move.

That voice has no purpose than to slow me down , keep me safe and sound. Resist change. I see a pattern like this. What next ?

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« Reply #33 on: September 10, 2017, 07:06:23 am »
You'll find out soon enough.

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« Reply #34 on: September 14, 2017, 04:53:44 am »
Going on - just happy to be. Happy for the simulation - Happy for the idea of time - that things don't repeat so much. Happy for this whole game. Happy without a definition - Grateful  ;D :-*

The fading definition of "me" plays it's part in the simulation. Not trying to reinforce or dissolve it. It is happening and this is a good time is what awareness says. Nothing is really me. Iam not there. But its a made up soup of biological wonder - wow ! What an imagination ! What a creation ! What can be said more ???

This is Pure appreciation without a context. May be ego or may be not - thats not relevant. I felt love and happiness for no reason. Just being there. Everything is happening at its own pace. There is all me or no me probably - not sure. Might be, who cares.


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« Reply #35 on: September 15, 2017, 01:26:45 am »
Great work.

You wrote: I felt love and happiness for no reason. That's about as pure as it gets. If there was a reason then there would be a story and the experience would be tainted by illusion.

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« Reply #36 on: September 17, 2017, 10:58:58 pm »
Hi Jed,

I doubted if whatever I see is truth in the world. My perception is clearly influenced by my beliefs. If I believe that I have a wonderful voice and start singing, but I see my voice fluctuations against the original song on a karaoke system , it means that this voice is not as perfect  as the voice of the singer in karaoke system - pitch, wavelength and frequency wise.

What I believed as my voice being perfect, is a relative thing and a belief. My perception is not absolute. I could be wrong - these things I see could not be what they are in reality.

Hmmmm..

Is truth a certainity ? Is it a certainity after you have accepted the uncertainty? What is it and what next ?

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« Reply #37 on: September 18, 2017, 02:10:04 am »
I would call it the only certainty there is. But it's not a certainty to an illusion.

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« Reply #38 on: September 19, 2017, 01:01:20 am »
Dear Jed ,
How can you be egoless when you sport such an enormous self confident ego ? What makes you different from the rest of pale faces ?
How did you come to make such crazy statements and write books on exposing enlightenment while claiming to be "truly enlightened" when you yourself claim that there is no such thing as enlightenment ?

To me egolessness is total death. Anyone living in this world will have ego. How people define an egoless wonder is not true.

Ok you are a funny guy ! I like that.

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« Reply #39 on: September 19, 2017, 01:13:29 am »
Hi Bree:

Your mind is inviting stories... I can make them up, but what would really be of value to you would be to realize your True Nature, get T/R and then see how you behave. Anything short of that is just the kind of things that I urge you to avoid... stories, stories, stories...

Observing and judging behavior is not going to be of any value in your seeking.

Find out for yourself....

Love ya, Jed.
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« Reply #40 on: September 28, 2017, 08:31:32 am »
Hi

I'm done with this forum. If I wake up I will do it on my own.

Bye bye.

Whatever you are.


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« Reply #41 on: September 28, 2017, 11:19:07 pm »
That's what I like to hear... now get on with it. You have all you need right where you appear to be.

Love ya, Jed.