INVISIBLE GURU FORUM

I'm experiencing deep sadness. I'm feeling stuck in a ring of pleasure and pain. I feel that I'm not worthy of living. I'm not fulfilling my life's destiny. I'm compromising with my inner spirit. I'm unable to get clarity of where Iam and what is important - basically what is to be followed?

I'm a clueless leader and an arrogant follower. I like to create art ( a deep seated fear is associated with the idea of procreation). I'm suffering with bad memory and lapses in thoughts.

Need a break from the madness !