Hi Jed,
~$@ ~
Hope you are well. I'm gonna post on this thread only from now on. You need not reply.
It's been a while since I wrote to you. I firmly believe that I exist and willing to go to any extent to prove you wrong if you say I don't exist. I believe you exist as well.
Iam a believer to the core. I believe in many things , good and bad . Iam a bit masochistic person with a bit of psychotic sadism . No I don't make people cry intentionally. But I think crying or sadness is a very genuine emotion. It is rock solid, than fleeting states of happiness.
I like genuine people. Iam a genuine person as well.
I love myself. I love myself like my motherly figure would have loved me. I feed my body a lot of food and keep it safe from the world. I don't risk too much , because Iam afraid that this body might get hurt and die. There is a fear of suffering a painful death, heart attack, and poverty. There is a greater fear imagined from
**** scenes from movies and channels. I'm living with interesting and unexamined fears.
Until next time, thanks and love you too.
Jeddai