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Mischa

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Hellno!
« Reply #15 on: October 30, 2014, 07:10:18 pm »
Dear Jed,

I'am frightened!! The Truth is death. Everything get lost when the Truth is released and the persona is burned by the irresistible light. Nothing can hide in this light.
"Everything is a dream, I'am awake, and I wouldn't never belief in this dream."  This was Julie saying in your second book. I read it at the moment. Don't know why but these
words biting peaces out of me. Throwing my self away into the meaninglessness. There is no me I know... No, I don't know. I know it sometimes. Now I really understand the meaning of darn.
I want T/R but I don't want to kill myself.... I don't want to lose everything. The process runs automatically. I'm very confused. Prior one or two weeks, nothing would be serious for me.
But now it feels deadly serious.
Were is the lightness ?

Thanks in advance!

The big, fat, full of fear EGO!
« Last Edit: October 30, 2014, 07:15:06 pm by Mischa »
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Re: Hellno!
« Reply #16 on: October 30, 2014, 08:54:42 pm »
Dear Mischa:

I suggest you just breathe and enjoy what's happening. Be gentle on yourself.

Love ya, Jed.
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Mischa

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Re: Hellno!
« Reply #17 on: November 03, 2014, 04:24:34 pm »
Hi Jed!

Sorry, my last post sounds like i'd have some suicidal tendencies..(maybe, lack of my english grammar or other linguistic, verbal misunderstanding).  But I don't. (at least not the body).
Than I riddle about the  meaning of your answer. I'am gentle to myself, sometimes too gentle. I eat and drink only what I like. I work only when I liked it and                 I post here only when I liked it. My world is a like-world. I exaggerate it a bit but my namby-pampy mind had a fear of losing all this nice and fine relationships and habits. The interests on all my friends decreases, cos I see more and more the patterns of each one of them, the conversations are always the same, everlasting the same ***** problems. They winding it up in circles, on and on.
So according the circumstances it pulls me in the one familiar world, that I know and than more and more I surging the truth or better vanishing (detecting?) myself as a lie, my ego strikes me back with arguments like: "You would lose everything, everyone, every joy and sadness, every feeling and every friend. Enjoy your dream, the death is not so far as you think, so enjoy it. Than you get your fine little Truth-goal at the latest when you die"

One advantage of my bad english is, my post are mostly short :)

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Jed McKenna

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Re: Hellno!
« Reply #18 on: November 04, 2014, 05:10:29 am »
 ;) :(
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Mischa

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Re: Hellno!
« Reply #19 on: November 04, 2014, 03:02:51 pm »
Why  :( ?
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Mischa

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Re: Hellno!
« Reply #20 on: November 28, 2014, 04:33:22 pm »
Dear Jed,

the Navigation-Series, is it something you creates for this forum? (not well worded) Will it apply here?

Your little rant-mini-surprise-bomb explodes directly in my face when am gonna read it.
Very seanky ;),.. the shockwaves are still pulsing through my mind.

My feeling says, the time with no escapes comes closer and that is good cos I'm a slave of my weaker self.
It is so dull to procrastinate everything that can disturb the cosy and paralyzing routine.
The egg I build up around my I was a good thing to cover me from the pressure of the outside world but after reading
your rant, the pressure comes from the inside too.
Time to crack the shelf and both pressures can delete each other.

Namastè
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Jed McKenna

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Re: Hellno!
« Reply #21 on: November 29, 2014, 12:20:17 am »
Dear Mischa:

Crack that egg wide open.

Love ya, Jed.
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Mischa

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Re: Hellno!
« Reply #22 on: December 10, 2014, 02:02:37 pm »
Hi!

In expectation the Nav. Series, I looking here every day for what is new. With a intentness which my life depends on. How would it be, a life without me :D
I like games. Maybe that is the reason why I'm still playing here on and on. My lines are rather choppy..
and my question is. Is it a problem to pass the acidtes...., äh Nav.Series with my lack of english grammer?
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Jed McKenna

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Re: Hellno!
« Reply #23 on: December 10, 2014, 02:28:02 pm »
Dear Mischa:

Your English skills appear sufficient. I would be concerned about that.

Love ya, Jed.
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Mischa

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Re: Hellno!
« Reply #24 on: December 14, 2014, 06:17:42 pm »
Hello Jed,

it seems to me there is some trouble with my name. On this forum is a Misha and a Mischa(me). In order to guard against name-confusions, should I look for
another Name to keep us better apart?

Read the Nav.Series partial take place on skype. I'm very slow with my questions (cos translation and think about it etc..)
Don't skyped before, is it kind of a short-questioning and short-answering-sesion?

Sorry, this are not very profound questions but everything at the proper time.  ::)
I must shake off the dull routine of everyday life, maybe something profound is behind it.

Thanx and Greez!
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Jed McKenna

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Re: Hellno!
« Reply #25 on: December 14, 2014, 11:37:34 pm »
Dear Mischa;

Sounds like you are doing fine. Just continue with your awareness and write back when you feel like it.

Love ya, Jed.
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Mischa

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Re: Hellno!
« Reply #26 on: December 15, 2014, 06:50:09 am »
Yes I working on it. But please can you answer short my 2 questions from the last reply.

Thank you and I will responding immediately how the awareness-expanding goes on.
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Jed McKenna

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Re: Hellno!
« Reply #27 on: December 15, 2014, 07:17:42 am »
Don't change your name. It's fine.

Regarding your other questions, no answers, other than to say stop projecting out into the future. Forget about all your worries and trust it will work out. It always works out.

Love ya, Jed.
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Mischa

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Re: Hellno!
« Reply #28 on: December 15, 2014, 04:42:34 pm »
Is truth a big emptiness?? The totally nothing without anything?

If it so, why the illusory subjects? Only for amusement? Whose amusement?
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Re: Hellno!
« Reply #29 on: December 16, 2014, 01:46:25 am »
Oooohh.... big questions Misha. Very difficult to explain because words get in the way.

It's all play and amusement without purpose... other than the God's have a great sense of humor.

Love ya, Jed.
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