I feel I致e been asleep, not just because of my meds but I now am noticing how far behind i am compared to many people. In your stories you mentioned how others were zombies, well I知 a zombie. I think I知 starting to wake up but who knows how long that値l take. I知 scared I値l be running the same circles my whole life... how do I know when I go a step further? I just need something to keep me going