Dear Jed,
Lately I have been recieving a feedback that in social relationships I am distant and not connecting, and I saw it too. Hm, interesting how instead of 'my character', I began to use 'I' again. Falling back into illusion, it is like a live sand, as I can see. As soon as the character drifts a little bit away, it start sucking it in again.
But, back to the point of this post. What my character wanted to say, how would she even be able to connect truly with anybody when she has these thoughts in the mind most of the time? When talking to people, they seem so... Fooled, it is hard to get them very seriously. Does that mean my character wont be able to form a relationship at all? Of course she doesnt want that, so no wonder she has been drifting away. Thank you, love you <3