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Hi to all! Since I started with the SA process I've been getting these cyclic answers and questions and I would like to ask for your advice if any of you has been here:
All that I know as reality (universe, time, space, existence) is structured from a group concepts (ideas or thoughts)..
so... concepts? a concept can be defined by comparing one thing with another thing (concept). So at least two things(concepts)
are required in order to make any comparison which brings duality to the table... so two things (DIVISIONS) of what??
then I get divisions of nothing just no existence.... I don't think it is possible to get pieces from no existence so they can be compared in order to generate more fictional divisions and so forth....
And finally I have a bunch of concepts trying to get something real but again "real", "I", "have", "trying" and "etc..." are just other concepts that come from separating nothing or just simple not existence....
And this cycle goes on and on....always leading me to No Existence and the fictional divisions of it...... IT? and here I go again.... I?
...Thanks to all!!!

Hi Jed! thanks a lot for welcoming here and your response...
I've been going from belief to belief, from Christianity (which was imposed from school), Scientific and logical approaches, against religion, Meditation, Qigong to Tolle BUT I always had a strange feeling
that I was moving from a group to another finding the new one as the new "truth" (all the others are wrong) and when you mentioned that in your books that really resonated with me (thanks for that Jed)..
Sorry for my English as Spanish is my natural language...

You're right the cycles feel like spirals made of concepts (which are separations of no existence) and I always get to the point where "I Have no existence"
and who is "I" who is now aware of no existence? and is it possible?.... all these questions are concepts made of.... oh oh.... spiral again!!

I guess I can cycle faster than a second but there's no time or space as they're just concepts (pieces of no existence)
and again who is "I"? my definition (concept) of "I" is: Perceptions and thoughts, again.. pieces of Nada.

Please let me know what do you think.

Thanks!!

Thanks Jed, I'm working with both parts and here are the results:

1. Felt strong resistance (gut discomfort and fear) at the beginning while letting go of the "I". I guess that "I" felt threatened and scared of being no more.
2. there are two "I"s or two pieces of "me" separated by that resistance (fear) 
3. The "I" that "perceives" feels bigger and the conceptual (memories, ideas, etc.) "I" is way smaller.
4. Even the small pea feels a little bit of fear so it's easier to let go.
5. After working with this technique there is a peace and calm feeling that lasts for a short period of time.

Dear J:

Thoughts for you. BK has a few points that I like. I respectfully paraphrase.

Do you want to be right or happy?

You can spend a lifetime contemplating these, or, you might just read them and find something inside you saying, 'Damn, that makes sense, why not embrace it?'. I prefer the latter.


Love ya, Jed.

P.S. You make complete sense to me.

Regarding judgments, BK does the best work on that.

Quite simply, I suggest you give up seeking non-judgment. The main occupation of humans is to judge. For millions of years we have had to judge good from bad in order to survive. It's not judging that is the problem, it's taking them so damn seriously, or, as BK points out, believing them.

Judging has it's place, and fighting it is just more judgment. Noah Elkrief has some similar work on it. You may enjoy his Youtubes or book.

Love ya, Jed.

"I" know now that this fear is not produced by whatever "is" "out there". Fear is produced by "my" thoughts....which makes fear just another layer of illusions on top of more illusions...

Dear Jed:

1) Question: an interrogation about certain topic directed to someone in order to get a response.
e.g: dear Jed: How can "I" defeat Maya and be free?

2)Assertion: a positive declaration ( I found out that it is most of the times without any support or evidence, so I think it is closer to an assumption than a declaration)
e.g: I know that everything including "myself" is nothing but an intricate set of divisions of no existence.

3)Declaration: To express an idea that is a fact or is going to be one. (to be put into practice)
e.g: This is war.

4)Promise: a commitment to do or not something.
e.g: There is no stop for "me" until I'm done.

Dear J;

Well, quite obviously it's a metaphor. What do you think is keeping you from letting go? Have you ever jumped off a cliff in a dream and then found you could fly?

Love ya, Jed.