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Re: Die before you die
« Reply #15 on: March 27, 2018, 02:51:50 pm »
Oooh 😮 , I get it...

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Re: Die before you die
« Reply #16 on: March 28, 2018, 02:14:20 am »
Now... JUMP!

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Re: Die before you die
« Reply #17 on: March 14, 2019, 06:52:28 am »
Hi Jed, I am shocked that our last conversation was a year ago. Feels like yesterday. As I mentioned, I have been through that death experience complete with all the energy rushes etc but I have the feeling I am stuck, I am not done... maybe I have stopped short of the final thing.. how to proceed...? Desperate of a pointer...

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Re: Die before you die
« Reply #18 on: March 15, 2019, 06:13:36 am »
Having read all you posted over the year, I am sure done. However, I do have trouble adjusting. I find it hard to relate to other people’s worries. People complain because I am not reacting the way they find normal. If I try to handle things their way, it bothers me big time. What worries me most, that I sometimes get annoyed with pesty people even though I know it is all pretend. How do you handle that?

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Re: Die before you die
« Reply #19 on: April 01, 2019, 06:49:11 am »
Surely you realize that all of that has nothing to do with you... and that you are not as done as you think you are.

Love ya, Jed

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Re: Die before you die
« Reply #20 on: April 01, 2019, 08:52:50 am »
Yup, I do. These last few days there has been some more unraveling...I am moving again. Feels like there is some scary stuff right in front of me. Can’t quite look at it... pure thought makes me nauseous.

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Re: Die before you die
« Reply #21 on: April 01, 2019, 11:29:26 pm »
Thank you for sharing. Not sure what you mean by ''pure thought''... I can't find any thought that is ''pure''. By definition and experience... ALL thought can make one nauseous.

 :P :P :P

Love ya, Jed.

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Re: Die before you die
« Reply #22 on: April 02, 2019, 01:00:21 am »
No no, not pure thought. It’s not even thinking. There are just no proper words for it. I just „get the feeling“ that something is still in my way, something unresolved maybe, I am not sure .. It is keeping me from moving on. My consciousness is moving towards it now. Very scary. Not sure of anything any more. I have tried to jump over it, but that didn’t work. So I guess, I will have to face it...but I don’t know what it is...how can I let go of something I don‘t know...???

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Re: Die before you die
« Reply #23 on: April 02, 2019, 02:04:42 am »
Call it up, make it as big as you can, then bigger, then much, much bigger... then go right through the middle of it.

Report on my desk on the a.m.

Love ya, Jed

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Re: Die before you die
« Reply #24 on: April 03, 2019, 07:39:00 am »
Maya dancing...