What are you doing fretting about the contents of a dream. I remember a great video or Osho in an Oregon court room. Oregonians did not like his ''ranch'', you know free love and all that good stuff... anyways.. the judge said he was to be held on a million dollar bail (or fine, I don't remember). The judge was pretty smug and Osho just shrugged and told him he had no money... which was true, his non-profit held all funds.
The judge lost his smart ass look when someone in the gallery got up and said something like, ''Éxcuse me your honor, I'll write you a cheque for a million to cover that''.
Almost everyone is continually arguing for their limitations... not their possibilities. Of course a balance is really best, but what possibilities have you explored lately? Even better, what outrageous possibilities have you explored lately?
Love ya, Jed.