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getitgotit

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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #165 on: January 25, 2018, 04:31:20 am »
I've read a lot about your relationship posts. What you repeat again and again is that they are all fake and believe me  8), I get that already at a gut level. Everything is fake but words cannot convey how so, or how devastatiingly so. What is a recipe for a good working long lasting stable 'let us rather call it' partnership? Probably should ask myself but asking you non-existent Jed, might be interesting too  ;) Thank you, love, k
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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #166 on: January 25, 2018, 09:09:51 am »
Find out exactly ''who'' wants exactly ''what'' and the cost you are willing to pay for this ''partnership''.

Don't think your partnership is going to be free... that's just a silly wish held by many and sold by most... none of who know what they are talking about. You might consider how much attention you seek and how much you give. That's a big component. Do the math and you will have a very good idea of your chances of success.

Love ya, Jed.
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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #167 on: January 25, 2018, 10:03:17 am »
But if I am really really really honest, I mean really really really, I do not care so much about relationship at this point  :o
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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #168 on: January 26, 2018, 01:23:25 am »
It doesn't make much sense to care about something that is a complete fiction. How can one ''relate'' to one when there is only one... pretend there are two and then the fun begins.

Love ya, Jed.
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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #169 on: January 26, 2018, 08:39:48 am »
 Time and time again you say to enjoy the ride. But after you know that you have to dissolve it’s a pretty morbid ride isn’t it,?
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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #170 on: January 27, 2018, 03:04:15 am »
Sometimes the feeling is there that I want something but then I let that go and get a sense of peace together with ‚the dream will do whatever and I’ll let it“. I suppose the gods know better what is good for this life 🎭🎨
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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #171 on: January 30, 2018, 02:34:59 am »
Simply go in the direction that brings up the most fear... and jump right into the middle, recognizing that your fear is total illusion.

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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #172 on: February 08, 2018, 04:43:03 am »
Sitting on the dock of the bay wasting time... :-*


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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #173 on: February 08, 2018, 08:04:29 am »
Just want to write out some epiphany I just had. One thing I seem to want to do is do what others want me to do. I got in a lot of weird situations that way. Now, I am actually afraid not to do what others want me to do while at the same time being afraid of doing what they want me to do -- because: it does not matter, not this, nor that,  8) >:( ::) :D :)  I did it to stay in the dream because finding out that it does not matter if I make others happy/content/worried/fearful/hopeless/hopeful/angry and projecting everything onto me does not make a difference & that is what is scary - nothin' matters

I sounds pretty far away from everything right now - almost like talking for another person
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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #174 on: February 08, 2018, 08:05:41 am »
I do not want others to pull me into their drama & dreams
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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #175 on: February 08, 2018, 08:06:23 am »
I am never in their drama. Nothing is happening
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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #176 on: February 08, 2018, 08:07:51 am »
Hand me some (raw food) cocktails by the sea side, I'm dying

It does not really make sense to do anything - what for? This sounds depressing and might be and feels sweetly sane

What am I afraid to face? Actually, there are things I want to experience - do I just let them happen? I am at the same time afraid they will
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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #177 on: February 09, 2018, 06:59:37 am »
My imaginary friend. I am really tired. I avoided something for years it seems. But what?
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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #178 on: February 09, 2018, 07:03:46 am »
I avoided to see that my happiness is not dependend on anything
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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #179 on: February 09, 2018, 07:06:50 am »
Afraid to die, afraid to live, afraid to lie, afraid to be honest, afraid to not know what honest means, afraid to hurt others, afraid to love them, afraid to be loved by them, afraid to have them, afraid to lose them, afraid to have children, afraid to have no children, afraid of a farm, afraid of the big City life. Afraid to be famous, afraid to not be famous. Afraid to eat healthy, afraid to not eat healthy. Afraid of being stupid, afraid of being to intelligent. Afraid of getting everything I want, everything, afraid of not getting it.

Hello, my Name is a.fraid, a. fraud
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