INVISIBLE GURU FORUM

I will dress this body and ego in beautiful colours and go to my funeral

There is really nothing that I can do, nothing I really want (wanting = desperation), just enjoying happening for me until not happening for me or maybe nothing happening, and I know nothing is happening. Just living a simple life as far as possible  What a great English, sorry for that

What a surprise, enjoying the show, thanks for all your work here, and have fun and enjoy, see you 

The thought of how others could judge me if they found out 'this and that' keeps me from enjoying this moment right now, this life right now. It  keeps me from experiencing this life fully. I do not know what this would have to do with T/R but this is where I stand. Not very pleasant  love to you, k

What else can be done but see myself with humour or meet others with humour, make this place nicer. Of Course there is experience , and the only experience is manifested through thoughts, without thoughts there is nothing but I like my thoughts, my persona so far, and maybe one day will die, who knows - like Emerson suggests the other is only there to provoke us or we provoke them, other than that everything is fluid all the time, like we are parts of nature & nature is pretty forgiving. flowers to you!

I feel I am being drawn into more and more suitable - to me, my character? - situations, places - all changes fast

I feel like in a Woody Allen movie but I am still in it, not outside of it. It is too real. Also, there is a sense of deep relaxation and knowingness of no free will. All opens up before these eyes

Stick with it... further.

Love ya, Jed.

How could I ever be this serious in life. Thus not make sense at all.