Assuming I am writing to a human being, and not some kind of AI, please tell me something I don't know. Everyone has been, at some time, guilty or all the good or bad traits you mention... so what? I'm not impressed by your sense of uniqueness or seeking to somehow build personal importance. Get over yourself. You are not nearly as important as you think you are.
Let me ask you this.... where will all your concerns, worries, mind and body be in say... a thousand years?
Love ya, Jed