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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #30 on: September 30, 2017, 09:20:14 am »
Who knows

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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #31 on: September 30, 2017, 09:22:43 am »
I don't know if I exist, what me is, I don't know a thing expect maybe that this is and this is whatever it is whatever it is

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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #32 on: October 01, 2017, 05:12:54 am »
Listen closely and I will tell you the secret of this human dream.

It's not that you don't know such things... it's that such things are not knowable... indeed, nothing at all is knowable. You suffer because you seek to know... it's all quite pointless.

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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #33 on: October 02, 2017, 04:36:53 am »
What is observable - at least for me but for others probably also - is that this life is changing rapidly. I don't have anything to hold on to - what a blast

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« Reply #34 on: October 02, 2017, 06:58:54 am »
All holding on was made up anyways.

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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #35 on: October 02, 2017, 11:52:28 am »
 :P Who knows

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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #36 on: October 02, 2017, 09:26:23 pm »
No one....  ::) ::) ::) ::) but that is sufficient.  ;) ;) ;) :-*

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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #37 on: October 03, 2017, 08:46:25 am »
Imho there are not a lot of stories left in this mind/whatever. Thus, what now? No hope, nowhere to go, nothing to proof. Uhm!  :P ?

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« Reply #38 on: October 03, 2017, 11:39:37 am »
What a blast  ::) Stories cannot hold  ::) proof: they change, within two minutes there are two contradicting thoughts at once --> one led to suffering, one to optimism, both not true

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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #39 on: October 04, 2017, 09:00:23 am »
I cannot let him go, I love him  ???

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« Reply #40 on: October 05, 2017, 07:16:10 am »
Okay ... if i suffer I should make a better dream

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« Reply #41 on: October 07, 2017, 03:49:59 pm »
You said that underneath big fear is a wonderful gem 💎 I guess if I were  humble I would let it take it's course . Not being humble I want it to take the shape I want .  Humble feels alright

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« Reply #42 on: October 08, 2017, 12:18:22 am »
Yes, you cannot let him go, and it's impossible to hold on. Why bother expending energy trying.

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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #43 on: October 08, 2017, 08:17:02 am »
It has to play itself out  >:( There is a lot of anger in me, Yoga helps  ;) I realize there is no such thing as free will. What is there then? I feel judged by other people, even if I am doing the judging myself (obviously -- not so much fun ** The movement seems to be away from such silliness into more depth, truth etc -- and an anger from playing small -- there is boredom but boredom is just a label I gave to something like denser energy. Oh wow, there just was the realization that words can come not close to any experience but they have to be used in as much detail as possible to even get the slightest insight into another's experience. Guess I will play more with words and details now!

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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #44 on: October 09, 2017, 01:43:06 pm »
Relationship breakup  ??? no. This cannot be true. Help. Do not want to leave him behind. Life just happens I suppose. Nooooooo

No no no no no