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Jed McKenna

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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #405 on: May 20, 2019, 08:34:59 am »
Just concepts, stick with it.

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getitgotit

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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #406 on: May 22, 2019, 04:38:07 am »
I cannot bear the overwhelm of feelings I have

It feels like I am abandoned and left alone in darkness & I have no idea what to do from here, although things happen and things are done by me, it feels like death

When people leave me who I thought could love me, I feel as if there is no love anymore, like I am wrong for everyone, I do not behave in the right way, I am to blame for them leaving me

and I am afraid they will never come back
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Jed McKenna

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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #407 on: May 22, 2019, 07:56:41 am »
... well, you have some work to do on that. The reality is you are totally alone cause there is only ONE, and it's very dark as it appears to human dreamt beings.

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getitgotit

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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #408 on: May 22, 2019, 08:59:32 am »
Well if that is the case, I guess I am always good
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Jed McKenna

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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #409 on: May 22, 2019, 09:41:04 pm »
You are the whole enchilada, all good and all bad, and you are neither because they are just made up. What is seen as bad in one case, (murder) is considered good in another (a war hero who kills a dozen opponents). The trick is to realize is all made up... is BEE ESS.

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getitgotit

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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #410 on: May 23, 2019, 07:04:29 am »
I am nothing really

Would not make sense otherwise

This whole whatever thing it is

and on it goes, .......
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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #411 on: May 24, 2019, 11:29:35 am »
Lots of old emotions coming up. ‚Something is wrong with me‘ it says instead of relaxing and trusting all is well

Do not want to leave yet but where would anything ever go?

I am alone in another country to show myself I always am alone
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Jed McKenna

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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #412 on: May 25, 2019, 10:00:04 am »
Got it, so what's the big deal???

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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #413 on: May 30, 2019, 11:06:25 am »
I had a beautiful encounter with a man who wants to see me again partly but feels guilty and thus probably won’t because he has a girlfriend. Also I behaved like a drama queen which might have pushed him away. Is this real ? I mean , it all feels like a real bad movie

Can I influence the dream or only watch it ?
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Jed McKenna

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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #414 on: May 30, 2019, 11:00:51 pm »
I suggest you step out of the dream and create something a little less dramatic.

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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #415 on: May 31, 2019, 05:10:47 am »
Then I would need to see that it is only a dream ...

I am afraid I will never see this man again - probably I do not have any say in this
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Jed McKenna

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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #416 on: May 31, 2019, 09:47:43 am »
Sheesh... sounds like a waste of energy to me. There are other men out there... have a look, they seem to be all around.

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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #417 on: June 02, 2019, 03:07:38 pm »
I feel guilty of having hurt certain people and that certain people therefore do not like me anymore - I guess all is for the best
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Jed McKenna

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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #418 on: June 02, 2019, 11:21:13 pm »
It none of our business what certain people like or don't like. That is their problem.

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Re: Enough of drama
« Reply #419 on: June 07, 2019, 06:30:49 am »
I know that my life is somehow going in the right direction - and what would a wrong direction even look like  ::)

Now I have to manifest certain material things & my feeling of being less beautiful/popular/you name it than other concepts of others, stands in my way, although these are only words. As if I am also afraid of having more attention drawn towards me by really doing and letting in what I want

Who am I to have money, the right partner etc.?

generally, the flow is not there
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