i did not want this, i did not ask for this. I should never have read those books. I should never have visited this forum. I should have stopped searching. I I I I II I II II II I II I II I I II I II I I II I dont exist. I'm f u c k e d
I am f u c k e d
Doing way too many drugs trying to escape the lies,
im sitting wasting time, trapped up in my mind
thought i figured this s h i t out, thought that i was wise
but thats just another thought
and all these thoughts are lies
dont know why
dont know why
i dont kill myself
if i dont even exist
why do i persist
think i need some help
no im too far gone
nothings ever wrong
nothings ever wrong
so i sing my song
even if it feels wrong
im too far gone
i dont give one f u c k
im too far gone
f u c k you jed mckenna
thought you were some henna
instead your a f u c k i n g tattoo
that i cant remove
there's nothing i can do