INVISIBLE GURU FORUM

I've been doing some self inquiry and unmasking most things i believed to be facts and i started to get this sense of emptiness, however during this, even though i wasn't scared, my body started to go into an intense terror mode that made my heart sky rocket and made me almost throw up. I feel like i have uncovered a lot but i'm scared to go beyond because it feels like the body is trying to hold me hostage "don't do it or else!", i know it's pointless and it doesn't matter which route i take, but i feel like there is no more turning back, however i don't feel like this is good for my health since even right now i'm a bit shaken and feel like throwing up. Should i just stop completly or embrace the fear alongisde the emptiness? is this normal?

So, i kept at it. I broke the game, i feel nothing, i am here, because i am here, **** dude, i blew it all, so early, i could have deceived myself longer, i could have kept the game interesting, but the end is here, it is truth. there are no **** words. it is empty as it gets,everything is so fake and now i see why, this could have been so fun but i just had to see how the trick was done! i was going to ask well now what, but it doesn't really matter, there's nothing else to do, thanks jed, take care.

I wouldn't dream of telling a student ''I told you so..''. So I'll just say, enjoy.

Love ya, Jed.