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adinfinitum

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Re: First step Last step
« Reply #255 on: June 23, 2017, 08:18:52 am »
Meanwhile "Keep feeling and inquiring into it, as deep as you can go." between absent mindedness

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« Reply #256 on: June 25, 2017, 07:14:42 am »
Looking in the source again and again...
The now is so bland, so empty, I am deeply afraid of that. It's like loosing the body, loosing everything, loosing what's I think I am. ...........

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« Reply #257 on: June 25, 2017, 07:17:12 am »
Each time this is made clearer, that I've no longer something to hold on, an idea, hope a cycle of panic starts for a few days... Then i get quieter, hopes revigorated again

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« Reply #258 on: June 26, 2017, 07:01:31 am »
All hope is false hope... I suggest you accept that humanness is totally hopeless. Why do you think humans tend to put so much hope into their actions and dreams. That's all Maya/ego.

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« Reply #259 on: June 27, 2017, 03:02:58 am »
I don't know what's that supposed to mean, humanness hopeless... give up the desire to live, to improve ?
Maya says now, "so ok it's hopeless,  let's die here in this chair... let's do nothing blah blah blah"... maya's stuff... waited for next... nothing...
Is this a pointer to nowhere because what's the alternative to humanness ? i'd say no-manness but that's a concept so...

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« Reply #260 on: June 27, 2017, 04:59:12 am »
no choice, nothing heh...

Jed McKenna

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« Reply #261 on: June 28, 2017, 06:01:27 am »
The first alternative to humanness is to grow up and become and adult (H/A) and the perhaps on to (T/R)

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« Reply #262 on: July 08, 2017, 10:39:31 am »
What's the success rate of the navigator series regarding H/A and can you say that the benefits of following the course are durable (heard about former students etc?)

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Re: First step Last step
« Reply #263 on: July 08, 2017, 11:26:16 pm »
Please write me at cambodianashram@gmail.com for Series info.

Cheers.