Hi hi Jed Mc Kenna is the only one that survived the virus scan.
These hackers (life) did me a great favor:
1/ Giving me the opportunity to erase stupid posts
2/ A deeper understanding of the belief 'I should be loving'. Why should I? That would be such a limitation! That's not freedom. (as you said)
Frustration arose and selfdoubt, anger and sadness and in a way, I understood it's all the same. It is love and I used to push it away because there was this belief that 'I should be loving/ accepting'. That's sad.
3/ (with the help of (my) dog) A deeper understanding of the belief 'It's all about me'. That's by far (my) biggest egotrip ever!!!
(It's all about me but without me)
Thanks hackers, life, Jed (The one and only)
Love*
Gwen