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mindlessbutter

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Re: Have been here before
« Reply #195 on: August 17, 2017, 05:49:55 am »
Feels very peaceful to know that everything is as it is -- there is much guilt stemming from so called past experiences and the thought that I am wrong and do not have high self esteem -- I does not even feel like having low self esteem but others -- if there are any - accepted that I think low of my-self . Only thought within thought 💭 I am scared of opening up and leaving attachments behind -- this is ok - no one above 'me' but leaving that low esteem thought behind opens up new doors. Does it?

Jed McKenna

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Re: Have been here before
« Reply #196 on: August 18, 2017, 05:29:32 am »
Find out for yourself. I suggest you just go for it.

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« Reply #197 on: August 18, 2017, 01:00:42 pm »
Well. It opens up a lot of pain to say the least. I am constantly fighting for a horrible relationship, to get 'him' back and get his Attention back while actually thinking he is toxic for me. Having worth... well, would not do that --> pain! (not suffering - pain!) Have to go through it I suppose

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« Reply #198 on: August 19, 2017, 10:02:09 am »
Yup.... right through the middle.

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