Hey, sounds interesting.it feels peaceful to not do anything. There is an obsession with going somewhere, though A longing to stay. Something is afraid of not controlling, and nothing wants to control . It feels helpful to not speak of 'me', to see that it is a story. There is a lot of memory attached to the thought of me.it feels like going back to say me.The I thought seems to be a habit, but the truth is in the opposite direction