Author Topic: Have been here before  (Read 4227 times)

mindlessbutter

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Re: Have been here before
« Reply #15 on: May 01, 2017, 12:24:03 pm »
 ??? I don't know what to say.  I want to put the covers over my head again.  It feels like the weirdest dream I have ever been in.  I had a release of a lot of emotional energy right now, but actually I don't want to go.so I don't know what I am doing here.  Still, I think I would rather go for HA  because if life goes on like that, I might have to go into psychiatry before I reach or when I reach TR.   can you help me with going for HA?  As I understand it, HA means making the character sane or as safe as it can be… So that the body will not get killed by realizing TR or being killed by whatever ripples of energy in reality then happen ... if you know what I mean.. I just had the  realization that my husband will stay in my life, no matter what happens.and then he called me and told me he will stay in my life no matter what happens.and all of that felt incredibly acted and staged that I felt like a fake talking to him at all.  Is it really possible for me to reach HA  for going insane? Best wishes