Apparently playing feels good .. I don't know where I am .. I think of someone and then I meet them 2 minutes later .. does it make sense that I or consciousness is focusing more on certain people, are these the people one should meet? I feel often like I have to say goodbye to people in my life or the attachment to them . And yes - I want more than the I thought apparently ... I feel like : zwei Seelen wohnen ach in meiner Brust .. (goethe)...i am a Little nuts ...further?