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Jed McKenna

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Re: Here I AM!
« Reply #30 on: November 22, 2014, 03:09:28 am »
Dear C:

There is no point to you being here. Although, you are free to make up any point you wish and live from that perspective. I have chosen 'entertainment' as that works for my from my T/R perspective. It may not be for everyone.

Love ya, Jed.

P.S. You ego wants a 'point', nothing more than that. So, give it one, shut it up and get on with whatever you wish you call 'this'. BTW, I just played weird mystic with myself. I asked a bi-lingual dictionary what Claudia's point of being here is. I came up with 'bowl of soup'. (I'm not kidding) Hmmm..... life is just a bowl of soup, that's the point of it all. I will never eat soup again without thinking of you, and the point of life.

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Here I AM!
« Reply #31 on: November 22, 2014, 11:33:52 am »
Jed,

LOL , love it!

Ok. No point. But, I am still confused as to why did I incarnate?

Was it even a choice? Maybe not? Consciousness just is? Just splits into all because it's a natural process? Or are we just programs running in the Matrix desperately needing to have meaning? I don't need my life here to have meaning. But what's in the other side? What does the I Am want?

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« Reply #32 on: November 25, 2014, 02:30:38 am »
Dear Claudia:

In-carnate: I imagine that means something like became a 'meat body'. Are you sure you incarnated? Are you even sure you were born? What if you  have always been, would that change your perspective.

I think you are prone to buying into new age b.s. and there is a ton of it around. Truth is brutally real and honest. No room for mystical thinking, which is a terrible trap.

Look and see if you can remember being born. Can you? No imagined rebirthing stories, do you really know you where born or are you accepting other people's stories about you? How many of these stories about you have you accepted?

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« Reply #33 on: November 26, 2014, 07:31:35 pm »
Dear Jed,

I am has always been. But this body hasn't, so my baby pics are not real? My mother did not give birth to me? This body? I can see how you think I buy into the new age thing. I used to. But I was simply talking about why I am here? When you present the question am I incarnated or if I am sure I was born it's starting to sound like I am just a computer program. That I was fed images, stories about many things which I can agree to that, but also go as far as saying I wasn't born? When I say born I mean the meat body. The body will die we can agree to that.

I am not looking for mystical. I want real brutal truth. So what is it? What is this brutal truth? I Am has always been, but why does consciousness wants to experience this false reality?

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« Reply #34 on: November 26, 2014, 09:23:06 pm »
Dear Claudia:

Do you believe you pics and your mother? Let's start with baby swapping. Do you have any idea how many babies are with the wrong parents? It's a stat that was not tracked well in the years you profess to be born. Accidents do happen.

Don't think what I say is true, it may be, I may be pushing your buttons intentionally, and I may just be completely b.s.ing you. I always have a reason and direction, to get you to question everything and thus learn to be an adult and perhaps eventually experience T/R.

I could write for hours on your questions because they are good questions, but I am finishing The Navigation Series and it deals that all of those issues.

I don't have the time at the moment.

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« Reply #35 on: November 26, 2014, 10:10:05 pm »
Dear Jed,

No worries. I appreciate that you took the time to reply. You are not pushing my buttons. I like our exchange. I Just want to learn or clarify some things that are still hanging.

Looking forward to the new book. Will the audiobook be available at the same time? Hope so.

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« Reply #36 on: November 26, 2014, 11:15:36 pm »
Dear Claudia:

An audio book format won't work as the Nav Series is more of a how-to instruction manual than a story. I anticipate something much better than an audio book.

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« Reply #37 on: November 27, 2014, 12:25:49 am »
Fun!
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« Reply #38 on: November 27, 2014, 12:52:21 am »
Yup, fun is important in my world.

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« Reply #39 on: November 27, 2014, 12:41:48 pm »
Oui, si, yes!

Fun is a must in my life.

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Re: Here I AM!
« Reply #40 on: December 07, 2014, 03:05:07 pm »
I was never born.
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« Reply #41 on: December 07, 2014, 03:14:29 pm »
I want the truth. I want to experience the truth. I'm tired of the little me. I'm so tired of being me. I'm tired of suffering because of the rejection of others. I feel so disconnected. I want to be connected. To feel connection. I want to experience real love or connection and maybe what that means is not the connection that I seek with other human beings maybe that's why I suffer because they can't give me that connection. I want to wake up. Tech-support! Tech-support!
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« Reply #42 on: December 07, 2014, 03:27:37 pm »
Yet nothing is real. I don't exist. Who are the turtles right above us? It's all a computer simulation. Isn't it? And I'm just one of the characters asking the question of who am I? The thought that it could be several layers of reality is just mind blowing. But **** it if it is then so be it! I have an understanding and then i accept it too. Intellectually.

Selective reality? Only a selection of a few or maybe only one and the rest just merely shadows? Oh boy! Why is it scary to think that I could be the only one here? That's a familiar feeling.
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Re: Here I AM!
« Reply #43 on: December 07, 2014, 05:18:08 pm »
It's just a bowl of soup.
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Re: Here I AM!
« Reply #44 on: December 14, 2014, 04:00:13 pm »
Doing better. Going further.
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