Actually I want to describe it. It's like a separation from my experience until nothing matters. Its weird because the thoughts keep popping up but they are pointless. From the minds perspective it's a bit depressing everything is futile. But then I've gotta do something with my time here now, so I'll just fill maya up with more pointless stuff. But at least I know it's just a game now. It'd be nice not to get sucked into it so much in the moment though. Maybe that gets less over time. Doesn't really matter. So just be open to whatever it get. There are no boundaries or definitions to anything. I don't get how I am other people tho. Aww she's seems separate to my story and my experience of the world, and it seems separate to other people too