INVISIBLE GURU FORUM

I guess the best way I can describe it was I got sucked back into the human vortex. But "I" just flicker in and out of it. You're right the real i is always there. Two things have helped me get back there. One it's like how a person can physically see. We can focus on what we see or we can notice that we can't see our eyeball or head from which we see. Also at first I though the "material" world would become like a computer game once this all became realised. But it's not really. In a computer game it seems like the observer can control the characters actions. But in reality it's more like the demo version of a computer game if that makes sense. You know the ones where you can only watch the game but you can't actually control the character's actions? Sonit really is like a movie that is surrounded by an unseeable eye. My realisation of this seems to still be flickering in and out of the delusion that the matrix movie is real tho. But I do really get it now