Author Topic: how to move from here?  (Read 1726 times)

jjtech

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Re: how to move from here?
« on: October 21, 2016, 06:29:36 am »
Thanks Jed,

Yes - I have no idea if Syria even exists... and I've never seen the whale..

I'm experiencing chaos (random thoughts running in different directions - I have no better way to describe it).  I am addicted to online pornography and decided to stop it, and it's my 17th day without it and struggling with so-called "urges" - persistent flashes of erotic scenes from random videos I've seen over the years. Even while I write it I see those images in the background...

 Can't see beyond that. The closest description of my overall state would be  "voluntary slave".

And at this very second I feel like crying and screaming. My heart weights two tonnes