Author Topic: how to move from here?  (Read 1768 times)

jjtech

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Re: how to move from here?
« Reply #30 on: December 01, 2016, 10:24:05 am »
I'm enjoying confusion and pain and crazy heartbeat during slight panic attacks. Once I am with the heart it goes away. Can't stay with it for long uninterupted but I feel like it's progressively longer.
Reading (or rather painfuly studying) Maharaj "I Am That"... Sometimes feel like I wanna obliterate him, sometimes feel like I want to hug him... When he gets on love, harmony and peace and balanced life I want to choke the guy.... When he talks about "I've eaten the world and don't have to think about it anymore" I can relate and feel gratitude....

I'm thinking... how to best explain the difference between psychoanalisis  and spiritual autolysis? Sometimes I feel it, sometimes I don't.....