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Hi Jed,
I am a hypnotherapist but lately it occurs to me that there is no help for those out there. All I can do is take them to a different level of hypnosis, i.e, from no money to lots of money, it's all the same illusion. We are all hypnotized. I seem to have lost faith in what I do.
I've tried telling them that but no one wants to hear and it's not my business to tell them because it's also occurred to me that I don't know my ass from a hole in the ground.
I've read all your stuff and it seems to be the only thing that rings true. Reading Nisargardatta as well not as enjoyable as the Jed Adventures.
But is to seek enjoyment the point? I don't know. There is no point.
I don't know. That's all I know. Business is slow, no money. I have no clue what to do. I am clueless. I am adrift from my moorings. I know that's the point but it doesn't feel good. I have no idea why I got married and had kids although I'm grateful for them. Or did I just say that because I felt I should?
It's all good, I suppose, even though it doesn't feel like it.
Tetirtat: The Entity That I Refer To As Ted
p.s looking forward to reading your new book.

Hi Hypno guy:

I'm back in the world. I'll just share what's on my no-mind in the non-moment.

If there is any purpose at all to 'this' it's entertainment. Nothing more. Nisargadatta is good, even if a little  dry.

If you knew what to do next, what would it be?

Love ya, Jed.

Dammit! I've been reading some of your replies to others. I wish I had never read your books because now the turtles are collapsing. To go back to being full asleep is now something I can see as desirable but there is a crack in Trumans Dome that will never be mended.
I seem now compelled to pursue truth but I'd rather smoke a joint or is there truth to be found there or just more hypnosis?  I know the answer. I am carried on a wave of which I have no idea how to ride or even how I managed to get so far from land.
****. I am so absolutely alone.

I'm almost there.
I have a question about money. I know (at least intellectually) that it's not real but how does one deal with the fact of trying to meet obligations like family, house, etc? I know action and intent is the language of the universe but what if that is not working? Change approach? How do I tap into manifesting abundance? I trust that it's all perfect and good yet I still feel anxiety about money.
any pointer will be appreciated...
Thanks Jed.

I have been working on that exact issue, thank you. The more I think about and worry about it the less I have.
Allowing it to flow like sunshine but even that is followed by dark. (Assuming you stay in the same place on  planet.)

I'm in the thick of it although I don't know what it is. Midlife crises? (55) First step? (seems like that happened a while ago and now things are accelerating.)
Nothing brings solace except music and walking. (Thanks for turning me on to Requiem, warming up to Missa Solemnis.) And even that is tenuous. Sting? Classical? A Dufay renaissance mass? What the **** does it matter?
Emotions are like a torrent but strangely enough I seem sometimes to be able to stand on the bank and watch them rush by.
I lie to myself by saying "If only I had more money" but that is bullpoop. I would just spend more. For me, having money just means I don't have to do anything except coast. I am always motivated by pain it seems.
I want to say that I'm depressed but this seems to have a different dimension. The futility and meaninglessness of life are fully present. Soon I will have something to say to my wife which will be true such as....there is nothing I can tell her that won't have a trace of lie except I am.

I thought I would use this forum for SA but I read in another post that it should be done on paper.
May I ask: what is the best use of this forum if my intent is HA or even TR?
Thanks man.

You feel unworthy of having money, and that's the key IMHO. So take and hour and be unworthy. Grovel in it really really feel what it's like to be a worthless peice of you kown. THe feeling only want to be fully experienced.

Love ya, Jed.