INVISIBLE GURU FORUM

My whole life I have been living and creating a high drama environment...

All of the sudden I see through it, and also hate it, while still having a very strong compulsion toward it.

So what is the problem, the problem is that I am physically drained. I am so tired...  And when I get energy i just start to enact old drama patterns... Like a drug addict and every dime he gets he runs to get his drug.

 Thank you.