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The Albatross

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I think I'm done
« on: August 30, 2014, 10:53:43 pm »
I think I'm done.  It happened suddenly just a few days ago.  At the time I was certain, but now I am doubting myself and have no one to talk to to help me understand what I am going through.  I honestly do think I'm done, but I just can't seem to shake the feeling that this is one last trick ego is playing to keep me from moving any further.  Or is ego making me doubt myself to get me to slip back into ego?  If I am really done could I possibly be in this quandary?  I am so confused.
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Jed McKenna

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Re: I think I'm done
« Reply #1 on: August 31, 2014, 02:01:33 am »
Hi there:

If you are really done, you won't have these concerns. Someone once said 'further'. Love ya, Jed.
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« Reply #2 on: September 01, 2014, 01:17:11 am »
Dear Albo: Lovely to read you writings. You are on the final step, but of course, there never is a final step. I used the word 'done' in error as it doesn't mean a finish, it means a continuous revealing that is sorta self-propelled, or more like Self-propelled. The thought that comes to me is relax, breath, and just let your experiences pass. Don't worry about the big 'E'. just let all of it go and definitely don't try to repeat anything. I suggest the thought.. 'That was fine, now I'll just let it go and walk on'.. That's about all I can come up with at the moment, but by all means puke out all you want on the forum. You don't want to be chasing your tail. Love ya, Jed.
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« Reply #3 on: September 01, 2014, 04:13:51 am »
Concepts, words, stories, descriptions, fantasies and fables, all strands of yarn on a beautiful flying rug, but just a drug in Truth. The universal solvent is simple, just see them as such and realize it. You say 'dog' and I  think 'the bounty hunter'. From there we carry on a conversation thinking we have some kind of understand. I doubt if there is one conversation in ten thousand wherein anything is actually exchanged.

I could be perceived as cynical, but I'm inclined to call it 'realistic'. Most conversations are a deal, you listen to me and pretend to admire me then it's my turn to reciprocate. I couldn't care less what you say because I don't have a clue what you are talking about, but I pretend quite well, so we have a little fun, **** and giggles, that's all, nothing more. Good sport when you know what you are playing. Never, ever take anything one says seriously, especially what is being said in your head. Love ya, Jed.
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Re: I think I'm done
« Reply #4 on: September 02, 2014, 12:05:42 am »
GOOD! Understanding is the booby prize. Love ya, Jed.
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Re: I think I'm done
« Reply #5 on: September 04, 2014, 02:22:47 am »
Yeh, probably, maybe a lot.

Love ya, Jed.
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« Reply #6 on: September 04, 2014, 09:25:26 am »
Dear Albo;

You are in quicksand and flapping about. Be quiet and you will float to the top. Forget all this crap analysis of language, you better know what it is by now or you are in big trouble.

I want you, not your stories, theories or queries, you, YOU!

Now, tell me what you are experiencing, not thinking, that's all rubbish, absolute and unadulterated rubbish. What are you feeling, seeing, hearing.. right now, where you are.

You said 'Not without first understanding and coming to terms with what I have experienced and am now going through as a result.' You will never, ever achieve that. Only make up more B.S. to satisfy you ego that you know what happened. GIVE THAT CRAP UP! All understanding and coming to terms with is just you trying to exert control over what happened. It happened and it doesn't matter what it was, you have NO control over what has already occurred. GOT IT?

Please don't tell me that you are experiencing me as an arrogant ass, I got over that quite a while ago. It's about YOU and no one else. If you are not up to it, please leave. If you are, I'll support you as best I can. Balls in your court.

Love ya, (contrary to the tone of the preceding), Jed.
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« Reply #7 on: September 04, 2014, 01:21:36 pm »
'True of everybody else'??? Ya lost me. Who else is there?

Love ya, Jed.
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