It is stupid, what I wrote.
Loneliness will be a hard thing to go through.
And this life, where I can not talk to anybody about my experiences, will be lonley, even if I am surrounded with people. That will be a hard thing for me to embrace.
It is a little embarassing to have the whole writing process shown up like this. I should write it somewhere else and put here only the conclusions, not to bother you.
That is also something I need to think about.......................