I think I worry I wont be able to function, that I will go nuts. Won't be able to go to work, burden my parents... Won't be able to 'drive the car or stop safely'... What would I do then? How could I go back pretending to be a person? Will I be able to do that? Can you go to work the next day and pretend that you are a normal person?
Is that stupid, that these things worry me?