INVISIBLE GURU FORUM

What is true?

I feel that I am trapped in this body. Like, I am not the body but I am somehow part of it... Or better, it is somehow part of me. More then bodies of other people. I can feel inside this body. Does that mean that I am this person? I dont know. I surely fell like I am, but also these ideas of no self are to me really attractive and I can not exactley point why. I am just drawn to them. They fell like true to me. But I can't confirm them. Didn't feel that.
Am I infinite projections of myself in infinite parallel realities? I mean the one thread of that infinite realities... That one which is 'happening' (materialising)...  In that case, there is no 'real' me, ie not phisical, one, consistent person but mixup of many worlds,... My body in that case is not really mine. I am some kind of a vibrational surfer, more or less aware of that. This seems true, I felt that once (on LSD), but at the same time now it sounds to me like some CRAZY story.... I can remember it pretty clearly but can not FEEL it anymore. I just intelectualize about these things lately.... That is no way to go.
Why do I want to go there (here)? I don't know either. Seems like the only right thing to do.
Would like to be smarter but that is it from me for now.... I am not sure that I got exactley how to do the SA.
What is true.... What do I know......