A member asked how to let go of things. Here is my response.
Regarding dropping things, once again, you are asking the wrong question.
HOW DO YOU HOLD ONTO THINGS IS MUCH MORE IMPORTANT. Now, that is something that is truly amazing. Here we go... do this...
Pick up something in your hand, an apple, a pen, a rock. Now hold onto it. How hard is that? Can you hold onto it a little tighter, and tighter. Sure you can, eazy peezy. You can squeeze till your hand turns blue. Did the rock change, turn into a diamond or the like?
Now, do the most amazing thing imaginable... let go. You don't have to drop it or throw it away, just release your grip. Stop.. slow down.. and realize... it's never any harder than that unless you want it to be. But your little mind needs some practice. And it's going to say, 'I can't do it', 'She/he did this and that', 'I'll never forgive that bastard'. It's all about your being right and somehow wronged (in most cases).
Let me ask you this. Are those memories any more substantial than that rock? Please contemplate. How much does your memory weigh. What color is it. How hard is it on the MOHS scale (Memories of Heavy
****). Then there is the rock you just let go off. Time to get real and get your you know what our of your you know what. Rocks, memories, which is more ephemeral. How much does a memory weight? Forgiveness may be another word for it, but I'm not big on it because of the religious connotations. If that works for you, use it. There is no one to forgive and nothing to forgive, but carry that rock in your pocket for a day or two (really) and then decide if you would be smart to carry it around for the REST OF YOUR LIFE. This is a real assignment that I would like you do to.
Good memories, bad memories, there is no difference, the more you carry the more you weigh. Just ask fat people if they have any memories. What do you think they are carrying around. If you believe Dr. Gupta of CNN you will think it's fat cells. Horse crap, it's coagulated memories and you can tell him that for me if you ever meet him.
Think about this, are you being a complete idiot and assigning more weight to something you are imagining than to something/someone that's right in front of you. You gaze into the eyes of infinite love and all you can think about is the fact that he didn't take the garbage out this morning, or she didn't screw you last night. That's a sin in my book, well, not really, it's just stupid. Please don't be stupid, I'm not big on having stupid people around me. Oh, they are o.k., but I just don't learn much from them and I love to learn. O.K., O.K., stupid people are welcome as long as they LET GO! They they are no longer stupid.
Find that rock, (not unreasonably big) put it your pocket and report back. You may also wish to sleep with it. No pockets? Just tape it to your belly.
Love ya, Jed.