I "think" the question is:
What is beyond thought?
Tought is all i have learned, thought is all I have experienced,
thought is in all i do, feel, see. Though in my opinion is everything, thought creates my self, and my self is EVERYTHING for me.
Then, if there is no thought, there is no self, there is no I,
there is nothing at all beyond thought.
But you Mr Jed, say that yes, there is someting beyond thought, That emptiness is my "true self"
I want to see what is beyond, but it is someting impossible. My false self never can see the truth.