Hello, Jed.
I can't perceive my existence. I hate being here, listening to the voice in my head, talking to people, reacting, waking up in the morning. I only like to sleep, when I can't feel it all. I'm not interested in anything. I'm not sure if it is real or I'm tripping. What's going on? Does anything exist at all? Are you real, Jed? Maybe you're an illusion too...
I think I'm going to kill myself, but not today, because I'm too scared.
Thank you.