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CleanTheBrain

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just another one
« on: June 16, 2017, 12:51:38 pm »
Hello, Jed.

I can't perceive my existence. I hate being here, listening to the voice in my head, talking to people, reacting, waking up in the morning. I only like to sleep, when I can't feel it all. I'm not interested in anything. I'm not sure if it is real or I'm tripping. What's going on? Does anything exist at all? Are you real, Jed? Maybe you're an illusion too...
I think I'm going to kill myself, but not today, because I'm too scared.

Thank you.

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Jed McKenna

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Re: just another one
« Reply #1 on: June 17, 2017, 12:22:10 am »
Welcome to the forum.

My first question to you is are you on, or have you taken any significant amount of drugs?

Love ya, Jed.

CleanTheBrain

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Re: just another one
« Reply #2 on: June 17, 2017, 04:30:49 am »
I smoked chemicals several times and took an LSD analogue once. It was two years ago or more.
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Jed McKenna

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Re: just another one
« Reply #3 on: June 17, 2017, 06:03:06 am »
So, to answer you questions, nothing exists and that applies to you and me. We all all dreamed character in a giant dream. Sometimes the dreamer wakes up, but never the dreamt being. Very much like a night dream.

Love ya, Jed

CleanTheBrain

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Re: just another one
« Reply #4 on: November 12, 2017, 05:59:15 am »
How can I get an answer if I have no questions?

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Re: just another one
« Reply #5 on: November 12, 2017, 11:19:28 pm »
If you have not questions, you already have all the answers.

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CleanTheBrain

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Re: just another one
« Reply #6 on: December 22, 2017, 11:01:56 pm »
What if I have a billion questions, and all of them don't have any answers and don't make any sense?

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Re: just another one
« Reply #7 on: December 23, 2017, 12:00:36 am »
You can ''what if'' until the end of this non-existent universe. I suggest that is a very real waste of dream time. What's really on your nonmind?

Love ya, Jed.

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Re: just another one
« Reply #8 on: December 24, 2017, 02:55:33 am »
It seems that I can't control anything. It scares me because then I can't avoid suffering.

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Re: just another one
« Reply #9 on: December 24, 2017, 03:06:58 am »
''What if?" your suffering is lies solely in resisting suffering. Don't expect it to make sense, just be as aware as possible.

Love ya, Jed.