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John

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Lets try again
« on: January 12, 2015, 12:40:29 am »
-This will hit at some point.

- As stupid as it sounds:

currently,- I can't cry properly.-

That is I wait to get the house to myself. When I do, I can cry a bit. But to really let it flow, it gets too loud,-way too loud. It feels rude to make that much noise.

-on the flip side,- if it doesn't rise up- thats it. Game over.

-I can't even think properly the rest of the time cos I'm so numb. - I can't think enough to try and find a mourning house- or some place where I can really let it out.

-the shrinks are all possessed by aliens.

-It impossible to half arse on the thinking with this stuff-- so if I'm not in it-- I go back to default brain,- which is ridiculous, - but sitting on the line between the two is impossible, you just get swept along in the floods.

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Jed McKenna

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Re: Lets try again
« Reply #1 on: January 12, 2015, 12:52:43 am »
Hi John:

Have you been on this forum under another name?

Do you have a specific questions for me?

Love ya, Jed.

John

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Re: Lets try again
« Reply #2 on: January 12, 2015, 12:56:36 am »
I've been on same name- should've put it in that thread, my bad.

-I got a question, just give me a coupla decades.

Jed McKenna

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Re: Lets try again
« Reply #3 on: January 12, 2015, 01:04:17 am »
Take your time, we have eternity... I think... :-\

Love ya, Jed.