Jed,
its been a while. I’ve been back and forth maya’s playground the past months but the predominant force is further. It’s like some forces want me to go back to go to the mother's womb (translated: make new goals, do other stuff to feel ‘happy’ etc) but when I land in that playground there isn’t any ‘me’ feeling behind it. The ‘me’ character wants it but I automatically move away from it for some reason without effort or doing a ‘trick’. Nothing out there resonates. Even depression or happiness. It all flows and I float in it.
But still a small q: is this it? i’m not coming from a depressed angle but i’m curious. what’s even more further after this?
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