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Pavel

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Little confused...
« on: December 11, 2018, 01:23:04 am »
Hello, Jed.
I am writing to you from the snowy Russia. For about a year I have been living with the ideas (if I may say so), that were set forth in your books. And the more my understanding of the topic goes deeper, the more discomfort I feel. Problems crush. Seem intractable. Studying at the university is almost impossible. Almost every minute I feel fear and anger (usually on myself). Neither parents nor friends understand me. They can't understand why I ruin my life, why I get bad marks. Although I do not know it myself. Focusing does not work. Thoughts are gnawing all the time. I am sorry if I tired you out with my stories. I feel weak and ashamed of myself. I don't like it at all. Is there any way back?

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Jed McKenna

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Re: Little confused...
« Reply #1 on: December 11, 2018, 07:08:03 am »
Dear Confused Russian Person called Pavel:

Thank you for your email. Is there any way back? Only if you want to live a lie, lead a life of quiet desperation and generally be a zombie. Hey, I didn't promise I would be sweet and rosy. Significant accomplishments requires significant work and usually some very real sacrifice. Permit me to hit you between the eyes with my best Systema punch.... if you lose you family they were not worth keeping... if you lose you country it was not worth keeping... if you lose your friends they were not worth keeping... if you lose yourself, now you have really found something of value.

But, do not follow me or anyone else. Think for yourself... be intelligent and never ever believe anything because nothing is true or real... until...

Love ya, Jed.