INVISIBLE GURU FORUM

No surely It was no accident - I don't think accident happens. Frankly I have no clue to why I am here. I go the first tree of your books two years ago. I took me about five minutes to acquire them online. From where I honestly don't remember. I think i used BitTorrent. I have come a long way since then. But I was always pushed in this direction. Although the big breakthrough came over tree years ago with the "help" from Stephen.

Your books - hmm. I got through the first couple of chapters. Why did I stop reading them? Well maybe "I" decided i don't need them. What do I know beside that I know nothing. Maybe I the important messages for me was on the first page?

Take care

Rurigan 

No actually it was also tree years ago I got your books. It was shortly after being introduced to Stephens book.

 

Thank you

Oddly - or maybe not - your books came back to me today. Fund them on a external harddrive while searching for a picture of  my driving license I thought I had. I did not think I made much further as the second chapter. But the opening of that chapter is also deep. Logically it also says that enlightenment will come if no matter what - so do we really need to read books to get there? I have coma a long way since the and it has for sure not been a walk in park. 

Right now I don't have any serious questions for you. I feel quiet empty - but that is not a bad feeling. I can relate many of the post I have read here while I was lurking yesterday.

Later...

Write a list of all books you read etc...

Okay here we go:

BASIC for beginners
Structured programming in Pascal
C++ for dummies
  .. just kidding .. I will try to be more serious

The Gospel.... Gee him Jesus was a great guy. Do not judge your brother. What is exactly what his followers do.
The Quran... Muhammed: do not idolize me. What is exactly what his followers is doing.

I didn't read a lot of books about becoming aware or wake up or what ever .. Is that wrong?

In my deepest despair. At the moment where I was sitting alone with the feeling it was all over and I could as well die. Everything lost and I was a total failure. This book came to me.

  Butterflies are free to fly.

This book made me realise I was always being pushed in this direction (of accepting the unacceptable).
I read the tree first - or was it four - chapter of your first book. It made me think about what I wanted and that was what I asked for...

Now I sit here more than three years later. It have certainly not been a walk in the park

A question for you (that one is really hard)

Sorry but the only thing that pops up in my mind is: Why was I send here? Do you think there is a reason for that?

Actually three questions..

I would love the be able to prove I am right. But I doubt that is possible.

I ask because you told me to ask.

But I can see I was a bit unclear with that question. Please let me rephrase it:

   Why was I send to this forum?

To me it seems as pointless as everything else I do. But I enjoy it anyway (the things).

 

I answered you question in my last post to you. Are you listening?

Love ya, Jed