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Jed McKenna

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Re: lynnth
« Reply #195 on: February 24, 2017, 04:35:40 am »
Feeling bad is good. You need to increase that feeling until you explode in badness... feel it as much as you can.

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« Reply #196 on: February 24, 2017, 05:00:17 pm »
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« Reply #197 on: February 28, 2017, 07:09:20 pm »
there's no 'me' _doing_ anything 'on purpose'
everything just happens

there's awarness of this, and nothing but awareness
because the world is this 'perceiving' itself
no independent objects out there. no independent actor in me

seeing this is what people actually call 'enlightenment', jed?

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« Reply #198 on: March 01, 2017, 05:52:37 am »
Close my dear, but not it yet.. Further.

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« Reply #199 on: March 01, 2017, 07:54:48 am »
should anything specific be done? your suggestions?

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« Reply #200 on: March 04, 2017, 03:57:35 am »
When you ''get it'' you won't have any questions left for me... well, maybe you won't... we shall see.

Just gently keep up the pressure on what you are doing and remain open ANYTHING that may arise.

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« Reply #201 on: March 13, 2017, 05:01:58 am »
i'm in love with a guy
it's very pleasant

do you think this can be 'used' for self-realisation?
osho says that the path of a man is one of meditation while the path of a women is the one of love

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« Reply #202 on: March 13, 2017, 07:29:11 am »
Osho was good, he new what sells and that's pretty much what he did. Gotta love the guy.

Think for yourself, and you Self...

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« Reply #203 on: March 16, 2017, 12:39:32 am »
relationships, conversations with people do not satisfy me
what should i do? can a girl find peace in helself irrespective of other people?

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« Reply #204 on: March 16, 2017, 01:10:38 am »
Of course you can find peace, but that should read ''You'', little you will never find peace. It's too small to embrace.

Have a little sympathy for others... they live lives of quiet desperation and are much less satisfied with their lives than you are with them.

And one more think...   ??? ??? ??? ??? cut the girl crap. You certainly wear a female space suit, but you are infinitely more than that. Why not shoot really high, the whole enchilada and nothing less.

On a little more practical  level, I sense you are young girl and perhaps seeking the love of your life... if I am wrong, forgive me (must be too much coffee), if I am right then forget the shining knight in white armor, your twin flame violet soul mate, the love of your life.... grandpa's advice, find a guy (or even a number of guys to later be whittled down) who you feel comfortable, someone that simple makes you feel warm fuzzies.... hot and heavy never lasts that long, fun though  it may be....

There... I'm beginning to embarrass myself time to SHUT UP!

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« Reply #205 on: March 25, 2017, 07:19:27 am »
there's a god-like guy who i'm in love with /sb else's boyfriend/
then a guy who's in love with me, who treats me like a goddess
and a new guy with whom i feel nice and comfortable

all this excites me
although i understand that no one can make me feel fulfilled

btw, it's possible to be whole, satisfied with life, right?
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« Reply #206 on: March 26, 2017, 12:41:10 am »
You are already whole and keep denying it by looking out instead of in.

When you don't judge and evaluate life it is quite satisfying.

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« Reply #207 on: March 31, 2017, 04:31:47 pm »
if i had one wish, i'd wish for always feeling that i'm pretty
this way i'd enjoy life much more

it's not truth-realisation that i'm looking for
i just want to enjoy myself

/writing this to get rid of the idea of prettiness/

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« Reply #208 on: March 31, 2017, 11:55:05 pm »
O.K. Got it.

Your young and the world is your oyster (don't know where they got that saying from).

Time to enjoy the play of games and energy. From a strictly human aspect, these shallow experiences will fade one day. Keep in mind you are like a child with a new toy and one day you will get bored with it and seek a new toy.

But, one thing will always remain, that real you. My grandpa advice is keep up gentle pressure on finding that real you. Everything else will disappear one day.

Regarding your ''loves'', you have no idea what real love is. It's what you are. Until you know it you will only be running stories and hormones, with a few endorphins thrown in. You are love itself and it has nothing to do with what appears ''out there'' in your dream. Once you realize that you will love everything and everyone, and at the same time never lose sight of the fact that it's all a dream. You will be continually full of awe at the complexities, beauties and marvels of this dream, entertained beyond you wildest dream... and this a wild dream indeed.

My ''further'' advice, put good, decent and thoughtful people in your (love) life. How will you know that? Simple.... watch how they talk and act towards their previous loves, as you will one day be one of those.

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« Reply #209 on: April 04, 2017, 07:16:33 pm »
thank you, jed, for everything

people like you make my life miraculous